hey ! i think its been more then a week i dint update ? yeah , have been really lazy.
ok first thing first , my studies . dang i seriously need to buck up , my results just scuks . idk why ? -.- say i nvr study , i got. but still like that. mayb i study not hard enough. ok put that aside, tmrw gonna clean house and get ready for Raya ! ok im super excited hor ! this year colour is Black. Mum just thought that we shouldn't celebrated like how we use to. why ? cause my beloved grandma and mum beloved mother just pass away month's back. and the guy you see in the pic is my granddad which pass away year's back when i was small .
















and yes , i bloghop and felt that i should take a look at my sis blog . this is what i saw
Nenek ,,
akak miss nenek aww. akak bnyak sngat problem. bnyak sngat dugaan taww nek. beberapa bulan yg lepas nenek ade dsisi akak tiap malam. nenek dngar sgala rintihan dann keluhan akak. skrang ? akak daa takde sesiape melainkan mama. tapi akak taknak mama stress atas problem akak. cukuplaa mama dngan problem mama sndiri. tiap malam ade orng pelok akak. cubitcubit akak,, akak kalau bebual tefon malammalam...mesti ade someone yg geraam. hee iaituu nenek. nenek....... hari raya da nakk dekat,nenek happy kankan kat sane ? daapaat jumpa arwah atok also kankan ? arwah akak mazira also ryt ? and moyang also kankan? nenek ,,, akak akan selaluu ingat ape yg nenek pesan kay ? akak skrng da kerja. da skolaa parttime jugak. akak dngan khai, da takde pape. nenek dulu pernah pesann akak macam2 pasal khai,, tapi akak degil. skrng ape yg nenek ckap sume jadi satuu knyataan. akak sedih sngat. hubungan akak ngan khai stakat dua tahunn. dan skrng hubungan tuu pon da R.I.P.. tapi akak takk mnyesal. at least he's already my past. akak adaa bnyak problem taww nek. tak tahuu nak share ngan sape. akak cumer simpan dalam hati ni jee.. takmoo tambahkann orng nye masalah pikir sal akak. nekk , i will be joining ure happiness thr okay ? wait for mee.. (:

yes i cried reading what she wrote. i want her to share the problem she's having with me :(
and sis , if you are reading this blog, i want you to know that you still have me, mama and the whole family :')

ok i guess thats it for now. this blog will be updated after Raya with lots and lots of pics :D

last but not least to all muslims :

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